cNutgroist

Your problem is like a virus. It lives inside you and feeds off you, altering your actions to perpetuate its replication above all else. It doesn't care what you do to feed it. Productive or counter-productive, it doesn't matter just as long as you're working for it and not the other way round. It would destroy you rather than starve, but this marks its weakness as well as its undeniable strength. That is your point of attack. But it will convince you it has a hold over you but never allow you to see it for what it is, throwing up decoy problems that get in the way. It will never allow you to see it clearly or you might be able to identify it and destroy it. So many of your problems stem from it that it becomes too close to analyse properly. You become it if you're not careful. And if you're not careful you'll spend all your time convinced that all your problems are disparate, unconnected entities with no common root. That'll keep you so busy you never get time to address the big one.
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